How did I get here, and what have I done Feels like I've been sleeping for two years
And I'm just waking up Like I'm coming out of a blackout
Like I didn't see you to write down
I look around and I'm feeling like I've built a prison and put myself in it
I don't wanna go through the motions
No, I don't wanna
I can't stand it when you touch me like that
Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent
Telling myself it was fine, but now I'm over that
I think it's better if we just pretend
That we're just strangers again
Where do I go now?
And where do I start?
I don't wanna pick up the pieces
I just wanna watch it all fall apart, fall apart
Like it should, fall apart
Like I said it would
I want it out, but you held me down
And fed me the lies I told to myself
I don't wanna go through the motions
No, I don't wanna
I can't stand it when you touch me like that
Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent
Telling myself it was fine, but now I'm over that
I think it's better if we just pretend
That we're just strangers again
We had what we had, but it's done and I'm over it
Held on for too long when I should have let go of it
And I know it was wrong when I tried to keep hold of it
It was wrong, it was wrong, it was wrong
I can't stand it when you touch me like that
Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent
Telling myself it was fine, but now I'm over that
I think it's better if we just pretend
That we're just strangers again
I can't stand it when you touch me like that
Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent
Telling myself it was fine, but now I'm over that
I think it's better if we just pretend
That we're just strangers again
© transcript Emily Beynon